May 12, 2009

heavens gates won't open for me please come I'm calling

No matter how hard wished
We can never go back
To the first moment our eyes unlocked
The coyly fervent blush
Of unknown admirers
That welcomed the smiles
Of inviting strangers
We can no longer revisit this
There won't be a chance to savor
The magnetic pull of our first kiss
For us there is no longing anymore
We've become loves porcelain dolls
Sitting with fixated faces
Staring at the living room floor

This space that was once my place
I am no more accustomed to
Lingering hours have become maddening
If only the limited words reflected in speech
Could take us to the love once praised
Maybe one day we'll find our way
If not now its never
Forever will only be possible together
Reincarnated in another lifetime

Your love I never want to give to any other
Yet your damning words hover
You've placed our love undercover
I try to resist the anxious feeling
And lean towards prevailed healing
But those reviled phrases aren't fleeting
Recovered lovers
Or ghosts of lovers past
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... Life's a prison when you're in love alone ...
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