I said good-bye to the devil

I said Goodbye
to the Devil
Though I was
Very shy
I turned around
and walked away
Didn't look him
in the eye
I'd spent months
making my case
Playing the cards
at hand


Proving my loyalty
showing my worth
In hopes that he'd
be my man
Took me a while
But soon I realized
The game but the
Joke was on me


All of the things
I'd wanted from him
was simply
my own fantasy


I said Goodbye
to the Devil
Gathered my courage
And walked away


Full of his empty words
and treating me mean
Sick of his selfish heart
His soul unclean


Tired of the promises
he didn't keep
and the places
we didn't meet
or the hiding behind
night sky
or how in the
daylight
he'd turn a
blind eye


And I like a toy
was played and used
tossed, forgotten
broken and abused


Russian roulette
lover I'd become
Then one day
I was finally done


Over the waiting
And hoping against
hope that
one day...
He'd love me


I Said Goodbye
to the Devil
He Never knew
When I was gone
Sometimes
I see him
in my dreams
but this time
my heart is Done


I love you Divine...compliments to an oh' so perfect you.
This is everything I choked up and couldn't say.
Thank-you for alway being apart of my heart. <3
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logic or heart

On day I'll be sitting as comfortably as you holding someone's heart. It's amazing when people are created from situations and there is another who will ultimatley and reap the benefits of your spoils. I suppose that what life is about not making a bed that you may ly in but for the benefit or lessons of others. I'm pensive in thought that this burden I ly I won't see me thru to an end and its vastly disappointing. It's like someone asking for time and in that time they're replacing you. This is breaking a heart I thought was all finished up. I am the defeated optimist and relationships are now becoming something of my past maybe I won't ever find that one and I'm now over the entire search. It's odd not believing in soul mates and then beleiving you've found the one to that reversal state maybe it was an unconvincing fable.